The World Through My Eye

This is me sitting in a garden. I have just left the pub as I really did not feel happy there. I feel bad about walking out on my friends and family and the band but it felt so wrong to be there. I came home and made this to try and get how I was feeling out of me and in to the deviation. I wish I could control my feelings but then I wouldn't be truely alive. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin right now. I wish I was someone else, somewhere else, in a different life.